LIVE FOREVER

This regression was apart of an Akashic Records + Past Life Regression workshop I took with Cecilia Nina of Ultraviolet Hypnosis and Sasha Morningstar of Soul Healing in September. It was SUCH a gateway! Lots of downloads and symbolism this go around. I was impressed with how aligned the messages were. I am writing this in past tense and most of what I can remember was that this was the start of my real shadow work this year. It hit me like a rock, deeply. For those who are unfamiliar with the Akasha field, please watch Deepak’s video. It’s infinitely wise.

Art by Nic Phillips Sacred Art - Website


Art by Nic Phillips Sacred Art - Website

Sasha channeled the Akasha. The masters, loved ones, teachers and guides of my Akashic Records echoed to me that I needed to focus on loving my inner child more, that I am skilled with making big love potions, and that I was once a blood bender. AHHHH ~ That makes sense why I sometimes wake up singing songs from the Chili’s Blood Sugar Sex Magik album. I use my blood from my period for my strongest protection candles. Sacred menstruation is a huge thing for me. I follow and sync up with lunar cycles regularly. Maybe this is why I love vampires so much? Maybe this is why I live in Los Angeles? Y’all…

Cecilia led the hypnosis. The regression: Landing on top of a mountain boulder in a forest with an ultraviolet sky was surreal. I was standing overlooking miles and miles of trees. Love the connection to my guide, Cecilia and her business, Ultraviolet Hypnosis. Dark grey fluffy clouds and a mix of little specs of lavender and huge swirls of purple. I quickly noticed that in this body I had supernatural balance. I ran down the side of the boulder, much like the character Jesse did in the Disney film, Tuck Everlasting. Do you know what I am talking about?!?! Hahaha…

When I got to the bottom of the mountain, the ultraviolet sky was still with me. I started walking through the woods. My hair was long and I was wearing a white dress. It looked like I was in late 1890s/early 1900s America. Eventually I wandered next to a huge river dock and there was a boat. It looked like it was waiting for me. I skipped to the edge of the dock and put my feet in. I let myself flow downstream. While on the boat, I noticed a man standing on the other side of the river staring at me. He was wearing a loose white shirt and brown pants. He had dark curly hair and a penetrating gaze. He sort of reminded me of Pan? I could hear the song “Live Forever” by Billy Joe Shaver coming from the sky. I cruised down the river and made my way to land. I wandered upon a huge meadow of tall grass.

Walking through the meadow reminded me of something very familiar. I couldn’t make sense of the energy under my feet. Every step carried reverbeting vibrations that didn’t stop. Almost like I was connected to something through underground wires. Suddenly time started slowing down and it began to be harder to walk. Slithering past me was a large green snake. It bit my ankle and I began to bleed. My body began morphing into a tree. Was this my Daphne turns into a laurel moment? My arms grew into branches and my legs buried themselves into the ground. Suddenly I realized the wires underground were my roots. Deeper and deeper into the ground. I was once the Tree of Life. The great mother divine, gnostic goddess Sophia.

When I came out of the regression, I told Cecilia all that I experienced. She was thrilled because she also has deep connections to Great Mother too! The glyph in her company’s logo honors the divine feminine. She recommended I read The Sophia Code by Kaia Ra. Cecilia was the first person to tell me what my aura was, raspberry pink. She is so wonderfully talented at what she does. I felt so relaxed the entire time and totally recommend her to everyone.

RIP to the outlaw legend ~
Who crossed the river the day this was written

HindsightSophia Gonzalez